its been a month since my last post. 
if you read this, please make this come true.
this sunday is going to be my birthday. please give me something that i really wish to be come true since mmm last year? no. last 2 years? i know this may sounds very silly but i’m really wishing you to be here on my birthday. just to cheer me up and make me happy.
thats it.
next summer is just 7 months away. and i dont want to make a silly goodbye with you.
please. please. please. dont you even want to make me happy?

im tired. im so tired im so tired……………………..