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i do miss for being with someone, or whatever you say that. not in terms of desperately need someone, but somehow being alone for almost 3 years this year also drives me nuts. not saying that im jealous with other people but its just so sad to see others being happy and else and here i am listening to all of your stories and just gigit jari somehow. 

this is might be part of my ugly confessions, but being alone for more than a year and yes galauin someone for years is also crazy. you see its like im just being in somewhere else but the truth is im here right now in 2012. hello its been more than a year and im sort of stay in 2009, even 2008. 

it may sound ridiculous but i do miss you. of course you know about this. the question is how can i even escape from this feeling. how am i supposed to act when you are around me. do i need to hate you or just let it go. 

you see, let it go is one of the hardest thing in my life. saying to let go is so easy but to do it is just so damn hard. 

right, bye.